Sorry you Guy’s
Hey you guys, I'm sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. My son just spit it out to me to ask for a break...
Wasn’t
i think i had to know you to learn what love wasn't. it wasn't this tall, dark shadow looming over me at every turn. it...
Imperfections
it's confusing the way you make me feel. i was always inadequate to your perfection, not smart enough, not funny enough, not cheerful or cute...
missing me; missing you
for a while, it felt like something was missing. a heavy fog had lifted, not the landscape underneath looked foreign. yet i knew without a...
Synthetic
i tried to medicate you out of my mind. tried to wash you away in a river of synthetic serotonin, and yet your hands only...
Funhouse
it was like a house of mirrors, the longer i looked at you the more you distorted me, until i didn't recognize any of myself...
Constellations
to call you a star would have been insulting in a sky full of identical tiny little lights, we don't even notice when one goes...
Steven Furtick Sermon
I set my hopper to pre-record a sermon by Steven Furtick this past Sunday and I'm so glad I did, because I honestly feel some...
Can’t sleep
My mind is exhausted, to exhausted to shut down so I might sleep. I long for those sweet dreams to come my way again so...
Panic Attacks Suck
I was literally trying to pay my gas bill. That's all I wanted to do. My husband tells me he just deposited money to cover...
Feelin Stuck
I don't know how much longer I can take having this fucking writers block. I have a book a gifted my which was gifted to...
Buy me a coffee?
Hey you guys! Not feeling too hot today. I wasn't yesterday either. It's my blood pressure. It was 200/114 last week and that's the highest...
Don’t drop the ball Tina!
Yeah!You read what the hell the title of this mini draft says??It's in your fuckety fuckin court and if you slip up now what in...
Going Back To Group
Yes! I'm so excited because I told my counselor Mrs. Lori that I was ready to get back in group and she agreed! OMG! You...
Spero Day
Hey guys! Tina here and I just want to shout to the world that Safe-Space is going great. We have some really wonderful things planned...
My Latest Piece
Excuse me! I'm in a hurry. The artist in me is taking over and I'm letting it happen naturally. As you can see from my...
Another Week Negative
Hey you guys! Tina here for another weekly update on my sobriety. Sitting outside of 'Spero-Health'. This amazing place has had confidence in me that...
Progression NOT Perfection
OMG! You guys! I have some exciting news from my world of work. I was asked by my boss and in all serious if I'd...
Tired of Being Taken Avantage of
OMG! I showed up to work 2 hours earlier than I was scheduled. I could have gotten 2 full hours more of sleep. But no,...
Sananda Maitreya: Wishing Well (1 of my Fav 80’s songs)
This is by far (I think) one of my most favorite songs from the 80's. while I was growing up. When I was like super...
