Wasn’t
i think i had to know you to learn what love wasn't. it wasn't this tall, dark shadow looming over me at every turn. it...
Imperfections
it's confusing the way you make me feel. i was always inadequate to your perfection, not smart enough, not funny enough, not cheerful or cute...
missing me; missing you
for a while, it felt like something was missing. a heavy fog had lifted, not the landscape underneath looked foreign. yet i knew without a...
Steven Furtick Sermon
I set my hopper to pre-record a sermon by Steven Furtick this past Sunday and I'm so glad I did, because I honestly feel some...
Can’t sleep
My mind is exhausted, to exhausted to shut down so I might sleep. I long for those sweet dreams to come my way again so...
Another Week Negative
Hey you guys! Tina here for another weekly update on my sobriety. Sitting outside of 'Spero-Health'. This amazing place has had confidence in me that...
Man! What a Fucking Day!!!
My friens Trent (also a fellow crew member) sent me a message on snapchat earlier this morning before I left to come into work this...
Do I ever cross your mind?
I knew when you left that you'd forget about me. That you'd never come visit like you constantly reminded me you would. One day at...
Part 2 of: Hey you guys!
I'm finally made it through the fucking work day. I wanted a sleeve of fireball, but Greg turned towards home before I coud even get...
Hey You Guys
Man if I had to sum up everything I've dealt with these past few months to a year using only a few words. . ....
I get to bring Lukah. . .
OMG! Right this very moment I'm so freaking excited I don't know what to do with myself. I just finished a facetime call with my...
MEET TINA. . . UNCENSORED & NO FILTER!
I decided to share a lil more about myself to eveyone that reads or follows my blogging journey. Because to me it's not just about...
I See You. . .
I see you. . . Inside of my heart in that exact moment I realized I was bringing you life. Little did I know how...
The Matrix
I jus' finished with a new group today and I loved every min of it. There were people in this particular group that I could...
There I am
Sometimes I feel like my mind is a deep, dark forest. With anxiety setting in I realize I'm lost in the middle. Not being able...
Frustrated As Fuck
I don't know what the fuck my husband was on this morning but he either wasn't all the way awake, or wasn't fucking thinking! I...
Continuing On . . .
Hey Sis, I know your happy and nothing is goin wrong up there. Wish it was the same for me down here. It's been a...
Why I’m Worthy of Forgiveness …
I had an assignment given to me last week during my 1-on-1 session with my counselor. The first letter she wanted to write to myselk...
My Story
The darkness that was dancing inside the flickering flames of the house that was burning before my eyes, left me consumed. Not being able to...
