I See You. . .
I see you. . . Inside of my heart in that exact moment I realized I was bringing you life. Little did I know how...
There I am
Sometimes I feel like my mind is a deep, dark forest. With anxiety setting in I realize I'm lost in the middle. Not being able...
Hangin Wit My Homies Again…
I went to the clinic yesturday. I go on Tuesdays now. Anyways... I was leaving or walking out to smoke a cig from group for...
How Time Flies So Quickly…
Time is a very interesting subject. To me anyways. For example : It doesn't seem to me that my grandson should be already be a...
Needin To Talk…
I have been feeling a little down here lately. I know it's only because my daughter has grown up and moved off to Tennessee with...
Both my kids are so grown. Time goes by very fast. Cherish every moment.
They had an absolute blast. We walked all around the zoo. So much so that they both passed out on the ride home. Now he's...
My grown ass kids. Nicholas & Mercedes
Thought I'd post some of my favs The only one of my children to graduate high school. She'll be going back to school after Lukah...
Mercedes left me this note in my phone’s history of all my saved things with Google docs. I love her too the moon and back.
I love you so much idiotIm very proud of all of your accomplishmentsKeep up the great workI know things get hard but know everything always...
Lukah Neal Spees
If I could go back in time to when she was this young, I'd have made sure to cherish her like this even more. Now...
My Story
The darkness that was dancing inside the flickering flames of the house that was burning before my eyes, left me consumed. Not being able to...