I was asked in a group session today about how I felt about what my momma is going through?
Never has one person, once asked me about how or what I feel concerning what my momma is going through. Today’s group leader was Quinn. I found out this afternoon that Friday, January 13th, 2023. He’s taken a job elsewhere and will no longer be at Spero-Health after that date. I told him after a group session today that it’s the first I’ve heard about it (him leaving I mean). I for real almost started crying. This man had been trying to unlock my Pandora’s box, since he met me, if that makes sense. I have had a tendency to talk over other people in groups making them feel like I’ve taken charge. When that’s the last thing I’d ever try to do. I don’t even like making people feel I step on their toes. Like if I cut them off in the middle of them sharing or some shit. That’s what I don’t like doing. I was even moved to one-on-ones, because someone in the last group felt like I cut them off, and sorta kinda took over the conversation of the topic that day. Totally not meaning to do any of that whatsoever.
However, it was brought up regardless and once again I was put in one-on-ones.
How does someone who can’t help but relate to others stories keep quiet not speaking up informing them they aren’t suffering alone, not do that? To let them finish speaking before I voice my regards with their struggles?