Hey you guys!
Tina here for another weekly update on my sobriety. Sitting outside of ‘Spero-Health’. This amazing place has had confidence in me that even I’d have said was sketchy once upon a time.
But guess what?
They were right and I was wrong. This is the 3rd week in a consecutive row that I’ve tested clean for drugs!!!
I know some of you reading this are probably thinking that’s an easy task in and of itself. But for me it’s not. Not really. My whole life I have been around some form of illicit drug use. So it was natural when I was growing up for a random person to light up a nicely rolled doobie and share in it’s saught after mellow buzz that followed. It wasn’t looked down on nor frowned upon when I was a child growing up (early 80’s-90’s).
The presence of police however, was. Add that to living in a common whealth state and you’ve got youself a no brainer there.
Time to get serious. My, I’ve never honestly been the one to pat myself on the back whenever I achieve at doing a good deed. But hot dammit, it’s been a l o n g 3 weeks.
And if it’s been 3 weeks since I’ve used. . .
I can go 3 months.
Don’t laugh if I got the last two mixed up. I’m that ditzy.
But my point is that I’ve done it. Someone who never thought there was a chance I was going to get it right. Like, ever in my life time. Am finally getting it right, bruh. I swear man, God is so good. Plus, Safe-Space is doing wonderful things. I’m thinking of partnering with a local AA meeting place here. I know I can get Safe-Space out in the community more if I publicize it in person.
This Recovery thing is taking off people. Lets fly with it.