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Man! What a Fucking Day!!!

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My friens Trent (also a fellow crew member) sent me a message on snapchat earlier this morning before I left to come into work this morning. But my thought after I read it made me ask him if he was making sure I was coming in. He responded ‘Yep, jus makin sure is all.” So, time comes for me to leave out for work. Walking in, I immediately realized why he was checkin on me. Makin sure my mf as wasn’t gonna call in.

My friend relapsed and she was on. . . hell, idk wtf she was on. Her past drug of choice (no it still is) amphetamines. She has done so much throughout her life and in her past she was an IV user, that it’s left her with permanent ticks. I autmatically thought she was high. Later though after she was told she could go home (only after finally confiding in the shift manager) that she was going through withdrawals from benzo’s. Coming off any high mg benzo like that could cause lots of problems. Such as seizures, hallucinations, basically all the shit you don’t want to feel as you go through it.

I was so exhausted by the time I made it home. It was rush, rush, rush that entire fucking morning when I got here yesterday. She was so bad off she couldn’t even stand up straight to roll out the dough for our biscuits. She didn’t have a single pan of biscuits prepped in the cooler.

Nope. She was completely tore up from the floor up on her anxiety medication.

After confiding in the shift manager, at work later that morning was when she finally fi what was wrong. When I went to the break room to inform her I’d help her out in any way possible I would. She sat on my lap wrapping her slender arms around my neck and began crying. I felt so bad for her. I almost started crying too because I hate to see her, or people I care about in general, going through that shit. I’ve been there and done that and ain’t trying to look back.

I finally made it home, and I was so exhausted that as soon as I hit the bed I was out like light in 10 minutes.

I’m jus glad I made it through the fucking day to be honest.

Well, I’m tired asf and it’s after 5am (central time) in the morning so this chick is going to bed.

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I have always loved expressing myself through words & I have been a bookworm since I first started reading. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now, if I could just teach people who can't read & write, HOW to do 2 of the best things to know how to in the world are? They'd be able to read all the beautiful, funny, scary, paranormal, romance, just all the wonderful & fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up with a good book especially on a rainy day. I work out in public, participating in being a functioning & contributing member of society. While at work I was outside smoking a cig & typing away on my Chromebook, when a very polite gentleman asked me how long it took to charge it. Not long I said, at least to be a dinosaur.He told me he knew about the older model I was using. I told him I was using to try my hand at writing a book. He ended up being a bookworm himself. Wishing me nothing but encouragement & success to finish. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their day job. But I'm gonna keep going & I'm gonna keep writing. I won't stop until I know without a doubt that I absolutely cannot succeed. Then. . . Maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chromebook for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though. ((UPDATE: OMG! I've finally connected all my accounts and plugins that I know I've got. Still learning new things tinkering with my website everyday. I'm in the process of learning about my Meta Pixel & how to set it up & send test traffic onto viewing the results provided for my knowledge on how good everything is going about putting my message out there that all I wanna do is help people that really need someone to talk to. I'd never discuss any privileged information. I too am all about my privacy. Still working on some kinks as far as myself goes. Trying to become more self disciplined than what I haven't been like lately. LOL! I do KNOW that my God is Awesome & is always there when I need to be dependent the most. I ask that everyone keep me in your prayers (if you pray) if you don't then please keep me in your positive thoughts in your mind. I need all the positivity and Good Vibes & Karma that I can get sent my way. I only ever wanna better myself by learning & gaining more insight & knowledge in everything I wanna learn how to do with all I'm learning now. I really never thought I was as intelligent as I actually am. NO! I swear I'm not bragging, like with snobbish pride, but pride all the same. Except pride because not only have I learned new things, I've retained the knowledge of everything I've learned how to do! That's whats awesome.))
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