Since my confession in my last post I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. It jus feels so good to cleanse my soul. Almost like a good cry, only not.
So when I got home from work yesterday I made myself available on my Facebook business page. I chatted with a few ppl. Deleted conversations where ppl were jus trying to flirt and find their next ‘Sugar Momma’ or victim to ‘Scam’. I’ve made a few online friends through my business page. It’s the same name as my website, Safe-Space.
My friend Chas had been coming over everyday for the past couple of weeks, damn near a month. Then she jus dropped off coming period. Idk if it’s because I told her I’d been sober and she hasn’t and she’s jus trying to be respectful. Because that’s the kinda person she really is. A very respectable woman who doesn’t push bad habits onto other ppl she knows are trying to be good. I love her all the more jus for the amount of respect she has for me on that level alone. Those type of friends are few and far between in my opinion. I mean everyone has the potential to be a good fucking person. It jus depends on if they’re genuinly good on the inside or not. She’s not jus that good of a friend to me, but to everyone else she’s friends with as well. On top of bein that kinda friend she’s also a mother to 7 wonderful children. Biologically she only has 6 but she takes care of her sisters kids too. 3 sisters and each have 6 kids a piece. I have the patience for handling that many kids but thank God he didn’t bless me as bein so fertile. I think I only have the patience because they’re not my children. Lol.
I jus got out the shower an remembered I needed to finish this post. I tend to get so busy I just forget about my writing sometimes. Usually because I’m writing something else. I hope everyone has a blessed day.