fbpx

My Motivation is Back!!!

0 0

I don’t quite remember if I’ve posted a blog about me feelin stuck in a rut when it came to me workin on the book I’m tryin to write. Well, I told myself to open it up and look over the things I had already written but only as possible ideas to add to the story or not. The next thing I know I’ve googled on how to add the backstory of the characters lives without overloading the reader. Therefore, causing them to become disinterested. I suddenly realised I opened the docs on my Chromebook and began rearranging the content & structure an timeline of the events I’m trying to organize that are happening in real time even though it’s a fictional story.

I know how to do what I’ve been attempting to do this whole time. I just momentarily got stuck with what other people would call writer’s block. I’m back bitches and writing like it’s going outta style. I’ve numbered the pages of what I’ve got written so far and I’m right at 50 pages. And all of the stuff I’ve written is straight off the top of my head. I noticed, not sure of exactly when, that when I try to plan what I’m gonna write, then it doesn’t come together as well as it does when I’m free writing. Whew! I hope that made as much sense to you as it does to me writing it to try and explain the problems I’m dealing with. But that I’ve also (somehow) managed to keep in check.

The past couple of days I have been stuttering badly whenever I’m speaking. No matter what about or whom I’m speaking to. It just happens at the most inconvenient times. Like it happens when I really wanna talk about something I want others to know my opinion on. Because if inside of me, I can relate to what’s being talked about, and I’ve experienced it, I feel I can share my experience with them on whatever it’s about. But when I’m talking about nothing serious and shooting the shit with someone, I don’t have problems with my stuttering when it’s nothing important.

In a sense I’m glad I can write when I can’t talk. My brain seems as if it’s going too fast for my mouth to keep up with so when I try to talk as my mind is thinking of all the shit it wants to get out, my mouth trips me up every time. It’s frustrating as hell. If you suffer from some of the same weird ticks I’m talking about then I don’t have to elaborate on it any further. It sucked.

Well, I just woke up and it’s only going on 7am. My son woke me up at almost 6am. Even though I’m off from work I wanted to be up early and not waste my days off sleeping. I’m gonna go ahead and post this so I can get back to tending my book I’m writing.

I hope everyone has an awesome and blessed day.

About Post Author

BooBoo

I have always loved expressing myself through words & I have been a bookworm since I first started reading. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now, if I could just teach people who can't read & write, HOW to do 2 of the best things to know how to in the world are? They'd be able to read all the beautiful, funny, scary, paranormal, romance, just all the wonderful & fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up with a good book especially on a rainy day. I work out in public, participating in being a functioning & contributing member of society. While at work I was outside smoking a cig & typing away on my Chromebook, when a very polite gentleman asked me how long it took to charge it. Not long I said, at least to be a dinosaur.He told me he knew about the older model I was using. I told him I was using to try my hand at writing a book. He ended up being a bookworm himself. Wishing me nothing but encouragement & success to finish. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their day job. But I'm gonna keep going & I'm gonna keep writing. I won't stop until I know without a doubt that I absolutely cannot succeed. Then. . . Maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chromebook for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though. ((UPDATE: OMG! I've finally connected all my accounts and plugins that I know I've got. Still learning new things tinkering with my website everyday. I'm in the process of learning about my Meta Pixel & how to set it up & send test traffic onto viewing the results provided for my knowledge on how good everything is going about putting my message out there that all I wanna do is help people that really need someone to talk to. I'd never discuss any privileged information. I too am all about my privacy. Still working on some kinks as far as myself goes. Trying to become more self disciplined than what I haven't been like lately. LOL! I do KNOW that my God is Awesome & is always there when I need to be dependent the most. I ask that everyone keep me in your prayers (if you pray) if you don't then please keep me in your positive thoughts in your mind. I need all the positivity and Good Vibes & Karma that I can get sent my way. I only ever wanna better myself by learning & gaining more insight & knowledge in everything I wanna learn how to do with all I'm learning now. I really never thought I was as intelligent as I actually am. NO! I swear I'm not bragging, like with snobbish pride, but pride all the same. Except pride because not only have I learned new things, I've retained the knowledge of everything I've learned how to do! That's whats awesome.))
Happy
Happy
0 %
Sad
Sad
0 %
Excited
Excited
0 %
Sleepy
Sleepy
0 %
Angry
Angry
0 %
Surprise
Surprise
0 %

Average Rating

5 Star
0%
4 Star
0%
3 Star
0%
2 Star
0%
1 Star
0%

Leave a Reply

Previous post I just need that ‘Spark’.
Next post There I am
%d bloggers like this: