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What’s It Gonna Be???

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MMM! I have thought this through and through. and I’m pretty sure GG is what I want to be called. I just got off the phone with her because I asked her if I could be in the room with her when she gets her ultra-sound. She said if it’s the irregular kind then “No”. It would make her uncomfortable. I guess I was so happy I was having a baby by the man of my dreams I didn’t think about being made to feel awkward during my ultra-sound with her. I’m not gonna lie. We all know that I’m a big cry baby. So naturally when I was told this I started crying. Of course I want to be in the room with her. I don’t think a mother should be alone at such a most precious time in her life. On the other hand that’s just my opinion. Everyone feels differently, and there are many single mothers out there doing the damn thing without anyone’s help let alone the father’s. I have no clue how her relationship is with the father of the baby. I do know they have their hands full at the moment and need as much support and uplifting prayer as possible. You can never have too much of that.

So I was messaging her dad just last night, and I guess he’s picked “Pappy”, as his grandpa name. I laughed when he told me. Oh my…it’s real you guys. I’m fixing to be a grandmother. WOW! I was always thinking my son would have made me one first. This is my reality instead. I’m actually getting happier the more days that go by. I think I may just be more excited about it at certain times than she is herself. I started writing in this little notebook, and I’m going to give it to her after she has her baby. It’s for the both of them to have and to keep. That way they’ll always have something to remind them of me after I’m gone. No, I’m not trying to get all sad and mushy. I just really thought it was something cute and nice to do. Actually I was imagining teaching my future grandbaby how to read and write. I know that’s what school is for, but it’s also something that’s a deep passion for me. I would like to be there for my grandkids and try and be a better grandma than I was a mother. Now if that don’t hit a little bit deep I don’t know what would. And with that I’m closing for the night. I hope for you all to have sweet dreams and a peaceful nights sleep.

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I have always loved expressing myself through words & I have been a bookworm since I first started reading. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now, if I could just teach people who can't read & write, HOW to do 2 of the best things to know how to in the world are? They'd be able to read all the beautiful, funny, scary, paranormal, romance, just all the wonderful & fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up with a good book especially on a rainy day. I work out in public, participating in being a functioning & contributing member of society. While at work I was outside smoking a cig & typing away on my Chromebook, when a very polite gentleman asked me how long it took to charge it. Not long I said, at least to be a dinosaur.He told me he knew about the older model I was using. I told him I was using to try my hand at writing a book. He ended up being a bookworm himself. Wishing me nothing but encouragement & success to finish. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their day job. But I'm gonna keep going & I'm gonna keep writing. I won't stop until I know without a doubt that I absolutely cannot succeed. Then. . . Maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chromebook for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though. ((UPDATE: OMG! I've finally connected all my accounts and plugins that I know I've got. Still learning new things tinkering with my website everyday. I'm in the process of learning about my Meta Pixel & how to set it up & send test traffic onto viewing the results provided for my knowledge on how good everything is going about putting my message out there that all I wanna do is help people that really need someone to talk to. I'd never discuss any privileged information. I too am all about my privacy. Still working on some kinks as far as myself goes. Trying to become more self disciplined than what I haven't been like lately. LOL! I do KNOW that my God is Awesome & is always there when I need to be dependent the most. I ask that everyone keep me in your prayers (if you pray) if you don't then please keep me in your positive thoughts in your mind. I need all the positivity and Good Vibes & Karma that I can get sent my way. I only ever wanna better myself by learning & gaining more insight & knowledge in everything I wanna learn how to do with all I'm learning now. I really never thought I was as intelligent as I actually am. NO! I swear I'm not bragging, like with snobbish pride, but pride all the same. Except pride because not only have I learned new things, I've retained the knowledge of everything I've learned how to do! That's whats awesome.))
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