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Grandma It Is…

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Boy was I ever caught off guard!!!

Sorry I haven’t posted In a few days guys!! Here I am guys!! I’m still not functioning 100% all the way yet, but I’ll get there.

THIS IS GOING TO BE A VERY SHORT POST. HAVE TO BE UP EARLY.
So everyone, it’s official. A grandma I shall be. I need to stop moping and crying about it and get happy and excited for her and the baby that’s coming. The only reason I was feeling a little depressed over the entire situation to begin with is my daughter’s mental health issues. Other than that I’m totally fine. Her dad is happy as well. Even a little more so than me. When I blog tomorrow you’ll know why. So I’m going to keep you in suspense until tomorrow…

This is the wonderful, most beautiful daughter of mine that is going to make me turn into one proud grandma!!!

WOW!! I can’t believe I’ve even come so far as to say that. She’ll be 18 in just a few months though guys so at least she didn’t decide to catch baby fever when she was 13-15 yrs old instead. My Baby would most definitely would be having a baby. I have been talking more about it. Even smiling more about it. I swore I was never gonna recover from the shock of it. Just replaying that day over and over again in my head like a movie reel since the day she told me. Which by the way was the 5th of June.

I called off the next day from work. I barely slept a wink all that night I’ll bet. It felt as though no sooner than I laid my head down on my pillow to sleep then it was already time to get up for work. There wasn’t anyway in hell I would have been productive at work that day. I’d have just been in everyone’s way honestly. When you feel so upset, happy, scared, excited, just every feeling you could think of, is what I felt swirling around in my brain, which was putting out signals to my body that I was physically sick. It was weighing me down man, just like that. I don’t remember a time when I have ever let something bother me so badly that it effected me physically, when I knew damn well I wasn’t physically sick. Just a mental jumbo ball of nerves. Frayed and spooled out everywhere. But today was the day I guess I came to terms with it. I been smiling and joking around all day. I’ve got the upcoming 4 days off and I’m gonna enjoy it. So with that I bid you all farewell for the night. Say your prayers (if that’s your thing) sweet dreams and night night.

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I have always loved expressing myself through words & I have been a bookworm since I first started reading. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now, if I could just teach people who can't read & write, HOW to do 2 of the best things to know how to in the world are? They'd be able to read all the beautiful, funny, scary, paranormal, romance, just all the wonderful & fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up with a good book especially on a rainy day. I work out in public, participating in being a functioning & contributing member of society. While at work I was outside smoking a cig & typing away on my Chromebook, when a very polite gentleman asked me how long it took to charge it. Not long I said, at least to be a dinosaur.He told me he knew about the older model I was using. I told him I was using to try my hand at writing a book. He ended up being a bookworm himself. Wishing me nothing but encouragement & success to finish. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their day job. But I'm gonna keep going & I'm gonna keep writing. I won't stop until I know without a doubt that I absolutely cannot succeed. Then. . . Maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chromebook for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though. ((UPDATE: OMG! I've finally connected all my accounts and plugins that I know I've got. Still learning new things tinkering with my website everyday. I'm in the process of learning about my Meta Pixel & how to set it up & send test traffic onto viewing the results provided for my knowledge on how good everything is going about putting my message out there that all I wanna do is help people that really need someone to talk to. I'd never discuss any privileged information. I too am all about my privacy. Still working on some kinks as far as myself goes. Trying to become more self disciplined than what I haven't been like lately. LOL! I do KNOW that my God is Awesome & is always there when I need to be dependent the most. I ask that everyone keep me in your prayers (if you pray) if you don't then please keep me in your positive thoughts in your mind. I need all the positivity and Good Vibes & Karma that I can get sent my way. I only ever wanna better myself by learning & gaining more insight & knowledge in everything I wanna learn how to do with all I'm learning now. I really never thought I was as intelligent as I actually am. NO! I swear I'm not bragging, like with snobbish pride, but pride all the same. Except pride because not only have I learned new things, I've retained the knowledge of everything I've learned how to do! That's whats awesome.))
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