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Man! Can I Catch A Break?

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Hey all. Sorry I haven’t posted the last wkm or so. It’s been tenacious to say the least. But I have been hanging in there. It jus seems like the better I try to be, the worse off I am. It seems my mind is wondering about so many things. I have been easily distracted, lose my focus on things that need to be done, Something happens at work. Which is exactly what has happened to mer in the past couple weeks. Ooh, I was so mf mad, but I didn’t disrespect anyone, or call them out their name. See I just now stopped writing and got lost inside my head thinking about this and a shit ton of othedr things! What’s wrong with me you guys? I’m so serious. I haven’t had my medicastion in months. I suffer also from ADD. An OMG!!!! It sucks so bad.

Back to what I was sayin about work. It feels like I have wrotre this already…(packing a bowl real quick. Sorry but it calms me down enough to focvuis on things that need to be done.) (now on the phone through messenger with my cousin. Her momma, my momma’s twin sister. She passed away from having a heart attack, while my mother was burying their brother, and laying him to rest. I know right!) Okay, I’m back. That call was so compliceted, it wasn’t funny at all. I just fiund out that my Aunt set it up to have her own son shot. That is what she was telling me about right before she introduced me to my Aunt’s son, my other cousin, and he was telling me the exact same thing.

During the conversation with my cousin, we woke, and I say we because we’re so loud together, my husnband up. He came in here and had his rbf going on. I turned around and said I was sorry. I had just founf out some messed up shit. He just shook his head and walked out.

I’m tired now. I’ll be back. Please keep me in your prayers

Good morning to everyone. I recieved a few comments and I want to say thank you to “ashok”. Thank you for not only your prayers but your comments. It has inspired me to keep writing the things I need prayer and advice on. My life is so mf hectic. Probably could tell that from this post last night. When my cousin called me on messneger I found out some very troubling information. If you read the last part of my post about my cousin getting shot. Yes. His own mother set that shit up!!! I was at a loss for words frfr. How could a mother do that to their own child? I was locked up with mothers that have done way worse things to their children than setting them up to be shot. Sick, twisted, horrific type stuff. I don’t think I’ll ever understand.

Well while she and I were talking about it, we were talking loud. We woke up my husband. Well I guess I did cause I turned down the volume on my phone. I had to she’s justy asloud as me if not even louder and that’s pretty damn loud. I just couldn’t believe my own Aunt had her own son set up to be shot. I’m truly at a loss for words on that. So I’m going to close this now, update, and repost it. I hope everyone has a blessed day.

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I have always loved expressing myself through words & I have been a bookworm since I first started reading. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now, if I could just teach people who can't read & write, HOW to do 2 of the best things to know how to in the world are? They'd be able to read all the beautiful, funny, scary, paranormal, romance, just all the wonderful & fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up with a good book especially on a rainy day. I work out in public, participating in being a functioning & contributing member of society. While at work I was outside smoking a cig & typing away on my Chromebook, when a very polite gentleman asked me how long it took to charge it. Not long I said, at least to be a dinosaur.He told me he knew about the older model I was using. I told him I was using to try my hand at writing a book. He ended up being a bookworm himself. Wishing me nothing but encouragement & success to finish. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their day job. But I'm gonna keep going & I'm gonna keep writing. I won't stop until I know without a doubt that I absolutely cannot succeed. Then. . . Maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chromebook for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though. ((UPDATE: OMG! I've finally connected all my accounts and plugins that I know I've got. Still learning new things tinkering with my website everyday. I'm in the process of learning about my Meta Pixel & how to set it up & send test traffic onto viewing the results provided for my knowledge on how good everything is going about putting my message out there that all I wanna do is help people that really need someone to talk to. I'd never discuss any privileged information. I too am all about my privacy. Still working on some kinks as far as myself goes. Trying to become more self disciplined than what I haven't been like lately. LOL! I do KNOW that my God is Awesome & is always there when I need to be dependent the most. I ask that everyone keep me in your prayers (if you pray) if you don't then please keep me in your positive thoughts in your mind. I need all the positivity and Good Vibes & Karma that I can get sent my way. I only ever wanna better myself by learning & gaining more insight & knowledge in everything I wanna learn how to do with all I'm learning now. I really never thought I was as intelligent as I actually am. NO! I swear I'm not bragging, like with snobbish pride, but pride all the same. Except pride because not only have I learned new things, I've retained the knowledge of everything I've learned how to do! That's whats awesome.))
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