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UGH!! I can’t win for losing

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So as I’ve posted in some of the last few blogs, I’ve had the worst wk ever! “Flow” can leave any mf time she wants, jus sayin. I’m so sore all over my body because I promised BabyGirl (my dog) that I’d walk her in the backyard if she did a trick for me. She did it but I continued talking to my son who was outside with me. Well she started growling and barking at me trying to get my attention and I was like, “oh I forgot to take you out back. I’m sorry.” I unhooked her from where she was tied up at and set off towards the backyard. Well the handle to the leash slipped out my hand and she was so happy just to be in the grass she hadn’t the slightest clue I didn’t have hold of the handle. She was so freaking excited to be in the yard and she was running around in circles and marking her territory every where she possibly could. I finally got her to stop so I couod grab the leash. Her on the other hand wasn;t ready to stop running. So me being the spoiling type, I ran with hewr in circles or where ever she wanted to wonder to. Then the other day at work I couldn’t understand why was so damn sore. Then it dawned on me I ran with her all over our yard. That was why I was hurting so bad. Not my back either. Which is what I usually have problems with, but it was my legs and my knees. Especially when i had to bend or squat to get something. Oh man it was horrible.

Some of the ppl I worek with are young asf and are so immature and it pisses me off to the point where sometimes I just want to smack them and ask what tf is wrong with em. For some reason this months cycle has been the worst since I can ever remember. I know some of you are like eew gross. Well, try being in my shoes while on it. Talk about mood swings. OMG! I snapped on my son yesterday so bad. He’s supposed to be saving money out of every paycheck to go to him finding and moving into his own place. My husband told me he hasn’t put money towards getting his own place the last 3-4 checks. I’m, not gonna lie it made me upset. Why? Because I have been supporting his cigarette habit among other things just for that reason soley. The money he didn’t have to spend on cigs an othr things should have went toward his savings. Thats WHY I was doing it. Then I find out he’s not saved shit in almost 2 months mjust went all through me. I made him comew in my room, shut the door and he and I had a one on one. I hurt his feelings so bad that I made him cry. That made me feel like such shit man. I still hate myself for doing it but sometimes things just have to be done the hard way in order to get it into someone’s head that they are messing up and they need to get their head game back in place insyead of thinking only of his X-box and the ppl he calls friends online. Not saying they aren’t his friend just that he gets so consumed with his game it ovder takes his responsibilities. He’ll be 21 this year and still is acting like he’s 16. What do I do? He secludes himself in the room he staying in all day and doesn’t socially interact with anyone in the house at all. He’ll leave every now an then an go out with one of his female friends from work. Other than that he remains to himself. We hardly ever see him eat. (he does meat though so you know) He tends to wait when everyone (mom & dad) goes to bed before he’ll go raid the kitchen to get him something to eat. Plus I bring him food from my job almost everyday if not every other. I recieved a snap from him telling me how mentally unstable he is right now and how much money he owes several ppl. He’s complaining about having to pay some of his way through life but thats what being a grown up is about. Working to make money to have a place to live, paying yoiur bills, gas for his transpotation, rent, groceries, ect. Now he’s bitching and complaining about not having money left over to go out with his friends or to buy the newest release of any game he loves playing. You have to do without the small things in life to gain the bigger things you need first. He hates being an adult now and having to pay his way and not being able to blow his money o games or weed. I made him comne to my room so we could talk. I said I was sorry fior hurting his feelings the way I did but that was the only waqy I could get it in his head, and for him to snap out of whatever funk he’s in. Please keep me an my fam in you guys prayers. Thanks a bunch

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I have always loved expressing myself through words & I have been a bookworm since I first started reading. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now, if I could just teach people who can't read & write, HOW to do 2 of the best things to know how to in the world are? They'd be able to read all the beautiful, funny, scary, paranormal, romance, just all the wonderful & fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up with a good book especially on a rainy day. I work out in public, participating in being a functioning & contributing member of society. While at work I was outside smoking a cig & typing away on my Chromebook, when a very polite gentleman asked me how long it took to charge it. Not long I said, at least to be a dinosaur.He told me he knew about the older model I was using. I told him I was using to try my hand at writing a book. He ended up being a bookworm himself. Wishing me nothing but encouragement & success to finish. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their day job. But I'm gonna keep going & I'm gonna keep writing. I won't stop until I know without a doubt that I absolutely cannot succeed. Then. . . Maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chromebook for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though. ((UPDATE: OMG! I've finally connected all my accounts and plugins that I know I've got. Still learning new things tinkering with my website everyday. I'm in the process of learning about my Meta Pixel & how to set it up & send test traffic onto viewing the results provided for my knowledge on how good everything is going about putting my message out there that all I wanna do is help people that really need someone to talk to. I'd never discuss any privileged information. I too am all about my privacy. Still working on some kinks as far as myself goes. Trying to become more self disciplined than what I haven't been like lately. LOL! I do KNOW that my God is Awesome & is always there when I need to be dependent the most. I ask that everyone keep me in your prayers (if you pray) if you don't then please keep me in your positive thoughts in your mind. I need all the positivity and Good Vibes & Karma that I can get sent my way. I only ever wanna better myself by learning & gaining more insight & knowledge in everything I wanna learn how to do with all I'm learning now. I really never thought I was as intelligent as I actually am. NO! I swear I'm not bragging, like with snobbish pride, but pride all the same. Except pride because not only have I learned new things, I've retained the knowledge of everything I've learned how to do! That's whats awesome.))
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