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Me & Minnie Me

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She was fixing her hair and I had jus brushed my teeth. We were goofing off all day that day. When I say that I’m so glad that God has given me another chance at redemption, I mean exactly that. He didn’t have too tho you know? I’m surprised He always allowed me another breath the day after I had eaten a lot of xannie’s. My next stop was heroin. Tjhat’s how bad my addiction to benzo’s really was. It’s still my fav drug of all time and I’m sure it always will be. I relapsed a huge time on bars since I have been out tho. No one is perfect and they teach that relapse is a part of recovery. That one is still an open topic to me. I however do believe it to be so. I have relapsed and went straight back into recovery. So, yes. I choose to think it is a part of recovery. Not everyone believes that to be true tho. I’ll never forget as long as I live how a counselor in prison SAP program could snatch someone’s recovery from them over toothpaste. YES! I jus said that. I was at PeWee Valley Ky. State prison for women all of 2018. Probation and parole wanted me to complete a SAP. Then I would get parole upon completion of SAP. I had the priviledge of having Mr. Young as my counselor. Well in the building they hold the programs in is called Ridgeview and during the spring and summer they get piss ants very bad. They get all in your canteen an you waste a lot of money cuz you end up having to throw your food away. So my roommate and I put toothpaste along the walls like caulk. Jus cuz I didn’t crawl my almost 6ft tall ass under the bunk to get the paste someone else put dwn he wrote me up for a 613, causing or creating a health hazaard. Anything in the 600’s period will get your program taken from you. So idk what kinda power trip this mf was on but let me tell you, I was a mad mf frfr. I never knew his first name but if any females on here that jus happen to read this post an you have been to that prison and their SAP program an happened to also get Mr. Young, I’d love to hear about you opinions and thoughts. Rehabs unfortunatley never worked for me. I retained a lot of the knowledge that your taught but it took plain ol fashioned jail time to see me through and get to where I am now at in my life. I couldn’t be more happy. I never knew what it was like to feel what normal was even like. Now I do. All thanks to jails and institutions, oh my.

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I have always loved expressing myself through words & I have been a bookworm since I first started reading. So expressing myself through writing has forever been super easy for me. Now, if I could just teach people who can't read & write, HOW to do 2 of the best things to know how to in the world are? They'd be able to read all the beautiful, funny, scary, paranormal, romance, just all the wonderful & fascinating literature out there. I'd go crazy if I couldn't curl up with a good book especially on a rainy day. I work out in public, participating in being a functioning & contributing member of society. While at work I was outside smoking a cig & typing away on my Chromebook, when a very polite gentleman asked me how long it took to charge it. Not long I said, at least to be a dinosaur.He told me he knew about the older model I was using. I told him I was using to try my hand at writing a book. He ended up being a bookworm himself. Wishing me nothing but encouragement & success to finish. I like to tell myself I can do anything. But we all know how some people should just stick to their day job. But I'm gonna keep going & I'm gonna keep writing. I won't stop until I know without a doubt that I absolutely cannot succeed. Then. . . Maybe I'll put my pencil down, or in my case now, close my chromebook for good. Something tells me I won't have to just yet though. ((UPDATE: OMG! I've finally connected all my accounts and plugins that I know I've got. Still learning new things tinkering with my website everyday. I'm in the process of learning about my Meta Pixel & how to set it up & send test traffic onto viewing the results provided for my knowledge on how good everything is going about putting my message out there that all I wanna do is help people that really need someone to talk to. I'd never discuss any privileged information. I too am all about my privacy. Still working on some kinks as far as myself goes. Trying to become more self disciplined than what I haven't been like lately. LOL! I do KNOW that my God is Awesome & is always there when I need to be dependent the most. I ask that everyone keep me in your prayers (if you pray) if you don't then please keep me in your positive thoughts in your mind. I need all the positivity and Good Vibes & Karma that I can get sent my way. I only ever wanna better myself by learning & gaining more insight & knowledge in everything I wanna learn how to do with all I'm learning now. I really never thought I was as intelligent as I actually am. NO! I swear I'm not bragging, like with snobbish pride, but pride all the same. Except pride because not only have I learned new things, I've retained the knowledge of everything I've learned how to do! That's whats awesome.))
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