I had no clue my first post was the one I just made. I have been trying to blog and thought that’s what I was doing until I just read it was my first post. So I’m a little embarrassed by that. I wanted my first post to be about why I’m trying to get this site off the ground instead of delving right into my personal life. Well…what a better way to get to know me than to read my very personal posts? Actually it couldn’t have worked out any better if you want my truest and deepest felt opinion on it. Lol! It could have been way worse than that I guess. I could have been pissed off a writing about something I was very angry over and I might just have wrote something that could have been very, very bad. Something one writes when their head isn’t screwed on just the right way. It could possibly even have jeopardized me getting my site launched also. That would of been devastating to me too. Thank goodness that didn’t happen, huh?
I can only be as honest as I am with myself. That’s pretty freakin honest might I say. Cuz I sure used to lie to myself ALL the time. I do at times have a sailor’s mouth, for that I apologize for from jump street. It’s not too often I come across writers that are as open and as honest as I am. I’ll not lie to you if you ask a question. But, I’ll also not talk about things such as race, religion or anything I feel is hyper-sensitive to me, or anyone else like me is hyper-sensitive to. Based on that sentence alone, I’ll never be one of those bloggers that do happen to do those things. Talking about racism and religion. What’s good for America and what not. I’m here solely on the intent of helping people open up and talk in a safe environment, free from judgment or any hate or bullying. I’ll not tolerate bullying for the sheer reason as how it is so devastating to someone and their development in this world, that bullies put a dent in. They (bullies) make people feel they are lowest of all low. That they’ll never accomplish anything. That they will never amount to anything. What they say or believe in is stupid or weird. I just won’t. Hell! I want the bullies to open up and talk about why they have the need to make fun of other maybe weaker people than they “think” they are. I was bullied all throughout every grade from elementary up until I dropped out of high school at 16 years old. Kids that came from old money, hell even if it was new money, they all acted the same. Like they were better people than a bum on the street. Personally. I’d rather share my dinner with the person that is homeless or considered a “bum”, than I would someone who thought or acted like the kids I went to school with. They all think their shit doesn’t stink. I’m dead serious and you know it, just as sure as your reading this, that I’m just keeping it real with you!
So as the first/last post is asking. Please keep me an mines in your prayers. With much love and respect in my heart, thank you all so much.